I'm over the edge again...this time hanging......

After nurse Linda told me Leesburg Pharmacy can get the Rhogam, I dropped the prescription off this past Wednesday before my OB apt. Of course I gave them the only prescription info I had........ By the time I got home there was already a message saying they couldn't process it with that info. Oh, I forgot, my fault, new year means new plan -- this year. So I gave it a couple days and called today. Well, with the new info, they said the Rhogam is not available.

OK! DU?! YES, IT IS, WHAT THE ....... IS THE PROBLEM?

Keep in mind, I'm struggling with God's timing with this pregnancy. Don't get me wrong, I treasure new life, and I'd begged the Lord for a baby boy for years. But by now, I was done. I was done being done. I may be "experienced" as a friend says, and not old, but I FEEL old. I'm bigger than I've ever been, although I've only gained a minimum for the pregnancy, I'm tired and scared. Emotionally spent, I have five girls to raise. Does anyone remember how emotional they are? Let alone pregnant mom.... People are already scared of me and shy away, just what I need when I don't want to be with me either, or they expect me to be a happy and hunky dorry. Sorry, I'm not there.

OK. So I left a message for the nurses again. Then I called the presription portion of our health coverage. FINALLY,..... FINALLY, I tell you I get a ligitimate explaination after being refered to another 3 times!!! What's been going on, is this is a medical request and should be under the medical claims, not under the pharmacy. So, I was able to give them the doctor's name and they are to call get the script faxed, so they can process the order. Then they will call me when it's ready to ship, since they will be shipping to me.

Seems to me, since it's medical the doctor's office should have still handled the whole thing like every other pregnancy. Just stupid hurtles to stress me out. Now back to schooling the girls........

Just pray for me please...